I Asked The Lord

I heard this hymn at my visit to RUF a few weeks back. I remember singing the words and realizing how true they were. I made a mental note to remember the hymn for future reference, but of course I forgot the title.

However, a friend recently retweeted this article on Reformation 21, and lo and behold! It was about that very hymn! Divine providence? I think so.

It's relevance to the Christian walk and prayer is astounding. John Newton's words really struck a chord with me. Too many times I've asked, "Lord why is this?" and He's replied, "Tis in this way." I thought I'd republish the lyrics here for your enjoyment. :)
SDG

I Asked The Lord

I asked the Lord that I might grow

In faith and love and every grace
Might more of His salvation know
And seek more earnestly His face

Twas He who taught me thus to pray
And He I trust has answered prayer
But it has been in such a way
As almost drove me to despair

I hoped that in some favored hour
At once He'd answer my request
And by His love's constraining power
Subdue my sins and give me rest

Instead of this He made me feel
The hidden evils of my heart
And let the angry powers of Hell
Assault my soul in every part

Yea more with His own hand He seemed
Intent to aggravate my woe
Crossed all the fair designs I schemed,
Cast out my feelings, laid me low

Lord why is this, I trembling cried
Wilt Thou pursue thy worm to death?
"Tis in this way" The Lord replied
"I answer prayer for grace and faith"

"These inward trials I employ
From self and pride to set thee free
And break thy schemes of earthly joy
That thou mayest seek thy all in me,
That thou mayest seek thy all in me."