I Can't Say

I can't say I don't want you
I don't know if I do
I can't say that I want you
I don't want it to be true

I had you for a while
But that wasn't long enough
You said you weren't ready
The last one left you hurt
But lately I've been thinking
That this silence isn't right
I tried not to miss you
But it's not possible tonight

I don't want you to forget
How I felt in your arms
Lips loosened in a flash
Sweet kisses meant no harm
It hurts me to remember
Your laugh in our embrace
Talk of music in your car
My neck and your face

I try to keep busy
And try not to think of you
It's been all too easy
When life is there to do
But when everything's silent
And you are far away
I can't help but wish
That you had come to stay

I can't say I don't want you
I don't know if I do
I can't say that I want you
I don't want it to be true